I, My Trauma, and You

Talia Anindya Putri walked into her new school. Finding the principal's office to report his arrival. He has just moved to this city, and had just enrolled in this school, high school Husada Panca, Jakarta. At first he lived in the area of ​​Dago, Bandung. But since his father left the area, so girls are often greeted Nindy to move to Jakarta.

"Excuse me," he said after knocking and opened the door to the Principal.

"Oh ya, you are Talia Anindya Putri isn’t it? Let me take to your class. " said Mrs. Paramitha as he opened the door and stepped out.

They go hand in hand, talking about how the school Nindy previously and what the Nindy about this new school. Until it stopped for a chat to the classroom, XI-A-3. Mrs. Paramitha knocked and opened the door. Nindy come with Mrs. Paramitha. The headmaster whispered to the teacher. Sounds too much other than the whisper of Bu Paramitha, but from potential new friends.

"Assalamu Warahmatullah wabarakatuh. Good morning children.

"Wa'alaikumsalam Warahmatullah wabarakatuh. Morning, ma'am. " answer the students in the classroom.

"These days the arrival of new friends that you are moving from Bandung." said Mrs. Principals.

"Waah, so beautiful!" attacking one student shouted, others laugh. Nindy’s face flushed.

"Shut up! Indicate whether your attitude! Furthermore, I leave to Mrs. Tri. Excuse me. Good morning. "

"Good morning ma'am ..." The voice of the deafening sound again.

"Please introduce me to taste." Said Mrs. Tri.

"My name is Anindya Patria daughter Talia, just call Nindy. I live in the Rasuna. I once went to Dago International School. And my birthday was on 26 September. So, thank you. "

"Please sit down next to Rani, Nindy. Thank you for introduction. Okay, let's go record it. " says Mrs. Tri.

At rest, surrounded Nindy girlfriends, scrambling to meet and shake hands. There are so many stories about this school they are told by friendly to Nindy. The first day it went really well.

***

The fourth day is the beginning of the story Nindy ...

"Hey, what’s your name?" Asked a tall guy in front of her pretty face.

"Ha .. hai .. you are? " said Nindy nervous.

"You're the new kid huh? I was chairman of the council. Glad you become part of the Panda. "Boys are explained without eliminating sweet smile on her face.

"Panda? What’s that? Do not understand. "

"Panca Husada. Hehe, My name Raffy. Raffy Patria. You have not answered the question with me. " joked Raffy.

"Oh. My name is Talia Anindya Putri. Thanks for introduction. I went to first grade so, dah! " Nindy said as he left. He looks not at home close to Raffy.

"Wow it goes fast. I'm one of ya know a new friend? "Raffy muttered to himself.

In class, Nindy sat silent. He thought about what just happened. Raffy's actually been interesting. But think of the bitter memories, making Nindy remove all of his thoughts at this time. He had it quite so bitter.

Nindy been hurt by a handsome boy already in a serious relationship. Their relationship began in junior high, and even their families already know because her ex boyfriend competitiveness. Nindy’s father was the son of a friend. One day, Nindy’s ex-boyriend caught doing something that is beyond the limit with a woman at his home during his visit. It was very painful for Nindy who have sincerely loved this man. Since last year, Nindy’s trauma make her close to a man. But Raffy’s smile was like a shock her body.

Nindy reverie was interrupted due to the sound of the bell. Forget Raffy, his determination.

***

"Nin, wait!" Blistering heavy sound of the hall.

"Yes? What is it? "Nindy turn. Her body froze for a moment. Raffy. There is an unusual taste.

"Going home? I wrote together. Rasuna right? Close really. " bring Raffy.

"No, thanks!" Nindy shouted as he ran. For the umpteenth time, the girl who appealed to the chairman of the council away from him. This is not a third time, this has been a decades time. It's been 3 months Nindy here.

***

Saturday the clouds ...

"Hi Nindy," said Raffy.

"Oh Raffy, you again. What is it? "Said Nindy while he closed the book. Nindy tried to calm down, but it's hard for him.

"I just wanted to talk, perhaps?"

"I'm sorry.. hurry up, excuse me," said Nindy looks really in a hurry to leave Raffy.

Raffy living alone who was sitting in the school garden. He could not understand, why Nindy away. Knowledge, Nindy not have a boyfriend. However Nindy close to many people but not including himself. He turned to the place where Nindy sitting earlier.There is a small book as a paperback book is blue. Raffy pick up and pay attention to its shape. Because you want to know who it belongs to, then Raffy opened the book.

April 2^nd 2012
I hate to say this, is increasingly becoming my feel to Raffy. Why does he have to approach me? -Tapp-

Raffy feel awkward no name. He opened the home page.

February 3th 2011
He must feel pain like me. I hate her-Tapp-

Raffy interested and open central courtyard.

February 12^th 2012
I wanted to tell her, that I was traumatized by a relationship. Gosh, how it ... -Tapp-L

Raffy finally understand what's happened so far. He understands why Nindy away. He must do something.

***

On a sunny Sunday morning ..

"Nindy" shouted Raffy from the fence. Incidentally Nindy was sweeping the yard.

"Raffy? What is it? Nindy said as he walked toward the fence and opened it. "Come on, come in," he continued.

"I would like to give back this" said Raffy. He issued a diary belonging Nindy.

Nindy widened. No wonder there is less of himself.

"How come there in you?"

"You dropped it yesterday on a bench"

"You ... you read it? "

"You should know that I love with you. And most importantly, I promise not to hurt you. "Says Raffy with downcast.

"But I ..."

"I love you. Please give me a chance. "

And finally, Nindy nodded. Raffy absurdly happy. In his heart, he actually promised to Nindy protects and cares sincerely. Because Nindy is his first love. And he believes, Nindy also the last.

Forevermore - David Archuleta

There are times when I just want to look at your face
With the stars in the night
There are times when I just want to feel your embrace
In the cold night
I just can’t believe that you are mine now

Hook:
You were just a dream that I once knew
I never thought I would be right for you
I just can’t compare you with anything in this world
You’re all I need to be with forevermore

All those years, I long to hold you in my arms
I’ve been dreaming of you
Every night, I’ve been watching all the stars that fall down
Wishing you will be mine
I just can’t believe that you are mine now

Hook:
You were just a dream that I once knew
I never thought I would be right for you
I just can’t compare you with anything in this world
You’re all I need to be with forevermore

Time and again
There are these changes that we cannot end
As sure as the time keeps going on and on
My love for you will be forevermore
Ohhh, yeah-ey
I just can’t believe that you are mine now

Hook:
You were just a dream that I once knew
I never thought I would be right for you
I just can’t compare you with anything in this world

As endless as forever
Our love will stay together
You are all I need to be with forevermore
Forevermore
You are all I need to be with forevermore
Hmmm yeahh yeah

Someone Like You - Adele

I heard
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now

I heard
That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you

Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

I Hope It's Not - Lee Ki Chan

두 눈을 감는 이유

du nuneul kamneun iyu

The reason for my two eyes to close

당신 때문이 아니기를

tangshin ttae-muni anigireul

I hope it’s not because of you

달빛이 너무 밝아 그랬기를

talbichi neomu balga keuraetkireul

I hope it’s because the moonlight is too bright

눈물이 나는 이유

nun-mu-ri naneun iyu

The reason for my tears

당신 때문은 아니기를

tangshin ttae-muneun anigireul

I hope it’s not because of you

불러도 대답 없는 그댈 향한 눈물은 아니길

bu-lleodo daedab eom-neun geudael hyang-han nun-mu-reun anigil

It’s not tears toward you who never answers my call

부디 사랑이 아니길 부디 그대만 아니길

budi sarangi anigil budi geudae-man anigil

It’s really not love, it’s really not you

손톱만한 마음마저 허락치 않기를

sontobmanhan ma-eummajeo heorakchi anhgireul

I hope not even an inch of my heart allows it

붉게 물이 든 가슴도 뜨거운 눈물도

bulgge mu-ri deun gaseumdo tteugeoun nun-muldo

My heart ingrained in red also sheds hot tears

부디 아무것도 아니길

budi amugeot-do anigil

It’s really not anything

가슴을 치는 이유

gaseumeul chineun iyu

The reason for my hearts beat

누구 때문도 아니기를

nu-gu ttae-mundo anigireul

I hope it’s not because of anyone

당신의 뒤를 밟는 미련 따윈 더더욱 아니길

tangshinye dwiireul balmneun miryeon ttawiin deodeouk anigil

It’s not even more love entanglement that is after you

부디 사랑이 아니길 부디 그대만 아니길

budi sarangi anigil budi geudae-man anigil

It’s really not love, it’s really not you

손톱만한 마음마저 허락치 않기를

sontobmanhan ma-eummajeo heorakchi anhgireul

I hope not even an inch of my heart allows it

붉게 물이 든 가슴도 뜨거운 눈물도

bulgge mu-ri deun gaseumdo tteugeoun nun-muldo

My heart ingrained in red also sheds hot tears

부디 아무것도 아니길

budi amugeot-do anigil

It’s really not anything

끝내 벼랑에 놓여도 더는 갈 곳이 없어도

kkeunnae byeorange nohyeodo deoneun gal koshi eop-seodo

Even if it’s on the edge of cliff, even if there’s nowhere else to go

사랑한단 그 말만은 뱉지 않기를

sarang-handan geu malmaneun baetji anhgireul

I hope I not spit out the words of I love you

이미 시작된 인연은 어쩔 수 없대도

imi shijakdwehn inyeoneun eocheol su eopt-daedo

There is no alternative to fate that has already begun

부디 사랑만 아니기를

budi sarangman anigireul

I really hope it’s not love

Credit: asian-drama